Another throw back from my first blog site 2012:
Putting my picture next to Oprah sure does make it look like I don’t have a six figure student loan debt. I never really take pictures of myself on stage but it did inspire me when I saw it. I kinda have that Oprah type glow…YES I DO!
I’m not sure what day it happened but I notice I don’t do the things I used to like cry every time something bad happened. I used to cry for everything like a silly little pissy sissy. LOL! That sounds funny. I couldn’t even think in between the asthmatic type breathing and couldn’t see in between the tears. I wanted to cry the last time I was in housing court a few years ago when my rent was late. I made myself look like I was a big girl so I didn’t get myself arrested for pissy sissy exposure. LOL!
As a result of growing up I was able to look at $169, 550.27 (if APR was a person I would try to stab him/her) and figure out what I was going to do to pay for two degrees which look real nice on my book shelf which I really need to dust off. ACTION PLAN #1 = REAL ESTATE! My debt is worth a nice piece of property in Beverly Hills. ACTION PLAN #2 = NETHIAHEYWARD.COM. Flippin’ & Rentin’ Property and teaching others how to DO THE DAMN THANG!
Now that I am a little bit more mature (see what happens when you stop crying) “I can see clearly now the rain is gone”, I recognize the self-defeating speaking from others. Instead, now see the issue isn’t finding a job, it’s being able to have an income to pay bills. Now I know there are more options than “looking” for a job. I am learning how to offer myself to help others which is basically what my company does. I’ve got so much more to learn I need to stop typing and go reinvent myself…AGAIN! I need to be ready to help Oprah in case she needs some advice from me… 🙂